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Monday, April 18, 2011

我想__我不会刻意忘记你 ❤

爱情的世界,终究没有一个标准
这个世界上的每个人,都是寂寞的~
谁敢说...有伴的人就不会觉得寂寞?
大千世界,谁会遇见谁,接着谁又爱上了谁
完全不在自己的控制范围内,
唯一能做由自己操控的...就是心里的那一份回忆
你可以选择将它牢牢记的,
也可以选择永远将它给遗忘...
只是决定于你是否舍得...

分手了,或者爱上了不能爱的人,
痛苦的过程是必然的,
只是经历了以后,你才会发现...
究竟什么是爱...
爱的领悟或许甜蜜,或许煎熬...
但是却只有自己能体会,
别人无法替代~
有些路,必须一个人走
有些爱情,必须以个人承担

遇见他,没有所谓的对与错
我只是知道,
遇见他的那段日子,我快乐过~
只要过程是快乐的,足以回味无穷的...
这就已经足够了~
每一件事情的结果似乎早已经被计划好的一样
就好像每一部电影都会有属于自己的结局,
感动人的往往不是电影的结局,而是剧情的过程...

每一段恋情都有值得回忆的地方,
也许没有预期的结果,
但是只要曾经幸福快乐过,就以足够~
没有必要刻意的去忘记某个人某段情,
因为人性常常会做相反的事情,
越想忘记,往往记得更牢...
心里面有一个人一段情值得回忆,
这也未尝不是一种幸福...

Friday, April 15, 2011

Update update !!

           Ouch ! Its already one month ++ since my last update ! haix~ Cant believe dat i have struggled in dis one month , n at last , everythin is goin to end soon ..
          two weeks more , i will b havin study weeks n hav to start my revision 4 my final >.<'' its quite late i start to do revision dat time, coz everyone is startin it before dis .. especially my roomate , who study everyday since da beginnin of da semester .. everytim when i asked her , y u alwiz study mia ? she wil ans me " i cant finis study liao " omg .. study few months oso cant finis meh ? im so stressful when i saw she is studyin ! HELP !!
         Haiz ~!! although midterm's exam, activities,assignments n etc are completed , but there are stil some events to be completed , closed tournament ,another one asgnment,on9 quiz, n exam in clas ! arghhh ~!! sudah almost crazy liao , sob sob !
       Ppl here r very clever , n damn hardworkin ... compare wif me lar ! =.='' frens dat i join de , ..haixx ~~but i will nvr get motivated when i saw dem study ! one thing for sure , last sem , they study soooo damn hard , n i study one day b4 exam [bcoz 4 me, i dun hv time to study ..n actuali i am very free, but lazy ]..
      i was so lucky bcoz my result is better than all of dem ..n dey wil say me, " u din study oso can score mia" my roomate saw i slp everyday durin exam , haha.. so proud nye ~p/s**not wan to act pandai ,but study smart enuf .. hahaha
     N dis midterm's exam, i proved again dat study smart is memng useful de, coz im better than dem Again ! hohohoho ~ wat to do , coz some of dem, alwiz wan compare wif me , so hate... so cant blame me if im better ! @_@wakakaka...But, hopefully dis final, i can score above 3.5 ++ again ..haixx..
     Yorr~~~ old fren is better than here de ppl .. alwiz wan to c their geli mia pattern .. Tak boleh tahan lar ! no wonder uni's life is so [colourful] lar .. can alwiz saw diff types of ppl wif diff types of pattern ! Goshhhh ~~~
       i wanted to go home sooo damn much ! >.<'' bila boleh balik taiping ?! haixxxx T.T

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Life' ~!!

                  Huh ! I juz cant go on anymore >< I noe not onli me , who is busy ..But i juz cant stand anymore .. so tired ..assignments , exams , projects ,quizzes , activities .....Arghhh ~!! I dun tink i can finis everythin in a month time ..huhu ..
                  there is a project n my director put me into biro protokol , damn sui ! samo have to b a mc dat day >< juz cant bliv dat i hv [ talent ] to b a mc..sked me to die better ! haixx !
               Recently there was a lot of things dat happened .. n reli break my heart =[  haix ..my two [ jiemei] adviced me ..hmm ..i juz thx dem a lot ..coz when da time i face da prob ,  i saw their msg askin me why n wat happened , i juz cant stop myself frm cryin ..da prob wil nvr solve until da end i guess ..coz it stil wil happen no matter wat >.<
                 suan le ba , juz let things to b顺其自然~coz i noe he nvr changed ..its nt i dun trust him , but ..da [inner-part] of me told me nt to be so weak ! hushhhh! i juz dun get wat i sud do actuali ..
                s long s he nvr do things wrong , den im okie wif it =< for few days i treat him lik dat , i cn c dat he is sad , too ! sooo, im forgivin him ! OMG , dat im so soft-hearted LOL !

Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentine ~♥

                        Today, 14th  feb 2011 ..its a day wher everyone spend times wif their special sumone =) **VALENTINE** hmm , but im celebratin in dis jungle ..too bad ,huh ! although i dun hv my valentine in a romantic place n romantic situation , but its was soOO enuf 4 me ..when dis is da only time dat i reli felt dat we r celebratin some "day' together =)♥i received a pair of rings frm him , n of course we r takin it each lar~^^
                        

hmm , surprisingly ,he came to my hostel for our dinner ..although it was nt a very GRAND dinner ,but im satisfied enuf x)dis year was da 2nd time we r  celebratin valentine ,n hopefuli da next next next years , i stil hv da chance to hv dis precious moments in my life =) PERHAPS =p
                     
                       

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Wats Life ~

                             Woah~for almost a month i never updated ..since da last time i on my blog is da start of 2011 ..after cls start for da last two weeks , i tink i hv been very lazy to write here ..haix , i dun hv a proper study time dis semester ..
                            its bcoz da period of time between each classes of mine is few hours ..den hv to wait for hours for da next cls ..i dun get my add drop done =(too bad ..dis semester is goin to b a very hectic time for me liao ..sob sob ..ther were so so much assignment i hv in dis sem , n compared to last sem , i tink i was more free dat time as i hv so much time to relax !
                          Gonna suffer for a period dis time !GOSH !! im too bad in doin things individualy =(samo a stupid project , SUKAN RAKYAT bersama artis !! yuckss ..i dunwan to sukan wif those [sotong] artis lar..damn MO LIU !!yuan lai uni life is nt dat easy ..n dis time , i hv few probs n it cums n cums to me !!
tak boleh tahan !!
                      tolerate is nt da best solution actuali , but wat else i can do ? haix ..
btw , i hv to let go every [stress] now !! bcoz CNY is juz around da corner n it was so so so near to us =) im waitin for dat day ..
                     My hostel is gettin quiet day by day , everyone was so bz packin n goin home ..most of da chinese especiali, goin home so much earlier than ME =(YES ! i wil b home tomolo oso haha ..weird de is i dun hv chinese new year mood on me now ..unexplainable ..i juz wan HOLIDAYS =)
                     

                          

Friday, December 31, 2010

New Year~2011__♥

                       Its New Year !! and its da end of 2010 ..Time flies ~thinkin bek things dat had happened in 2010 ..hmmmm ~n one semester of uni life is juz lik dat =s so hard to believe dat im growin old nw >.<'' huhu ..
                      but stil hope dat in 2011 ,everytin wil b better than 2010 ..things goes smoothly n results get better ..=) everyone juz stay healthy ,n happiness alwiz ther ..n frens who hv their loved ones ~stay sweet sweet ^^ Hapi new Year =)

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas ~

                   Its christmas eve ..n tomolo ther cums..CHRISTMAS ~!!Times flies ..n soon ..it wil b da end of year 2010 ..n year 2011 wil b reaching ..hmm..tinkin bek everytin dat had happened  in year 2010..wow!
                   haizz..but its gonna b a lonely christmas dis year ..evryone was so exciting n countdown-ing ~except me =(i wish to celebrate too..huhu ..anyway ,im stil waitin for da next year christmas..although im nt a christian ..perhaps ,da very next year i cn leh ..=)
MERRY CHRISTMAS world =)